Feeling a bit confused. There are so many things I want to do but I don't know where to start or I lose quick interest in them. About a month ago I quit my job so I could focus on writing and making something better of myself. What have I done so far? Just wasted time online or watching movies (A LOT OF MOVIES). I feel no motivation. How do I fix that?
I've been doing some home exercising and for a while, it was helping with my sloth like behavior. I found myself seriously bored online. And, I actually started to get some of my work done. Maybe that's it. I just need some physical work to do some mental work. I think I'd need a whole lot of physical work to get started on this business I wanted to do. It's just... When I went to sew and my sewing machine fought with me (for some reason the bobbin is getting tangled) it really set me back and got me back into the self-worthless mode. I can't sew! What am I trying to do?! Fool myself? Geesh.
If next months bills don't work me into shape, I figure I'll have to get a job again and just suck it up. Be like most of the regular working people out there. Happy, but could be happier.
I don't know! I suppose I am young and just need to try everything until I find out what works for me.
That last paragraph about us changing our own lives is so true! Thank you for putting this out there, hopefully people will take the time out from complaining actually read this. I don't think this was you on a PMS day. It was from the heart!